For three decades I served on the frontline—first as a military veteran, then as a senior police officer leading major crime investigations and critical incidents. I saw life at its rawest: violence, fear, trauma and the human impact most people never witness. I carried it all in silence—until that silence nearly killed me.
Today, I write and speak openly about trauma, resilience and the cost of service on identity and mental health. I don’t do this to entertain—I speak to tell the truth. My work reaches people because it’s real. Built on lived experience. Delivered with purpose.

I deliver powerful talks across the UK to organisations, frontline services, schools, universities, charities and mental health events. My message is direct, honest and unforgettable.
I write about the realities of trauma, identity, resilience and purpose. My work includes:

I support TV, film and publishing projects as a policing advisor and subject matter expert in crime investigation, trauma realism and operational accuracy.
Media enquiriesRyan works selectively throughout the year due to wellbeing and availability. Early booking is advised.
Ryan shares lived experience and does not provide therapy, counselling or crisis support.
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